my life , my story my god , how great he is
Tue, 2010-07-13 19:42
im only 14 but my life has been rough i lost the person i loved and the only one i trusted enough to talk to my uncle a couple years ago in a drive by shooting and it tore me apart one day he was so happy and we were celebrating my birthday and the next hes gone 
i got upset and angry how could they kill him and i grew up i strted to wonder why god dident keep him from dying in 6th grade people started picking on me and telling me i was a faliure and fighting me and i started hanging out with the wrong crowd i got away from god i got depressed and angry 7th gade it got worse and this year my last year in middle school i was as far down as i could go i was so unhappy with what i had done and how i had destroyed my happyness and i did not want to live i wanted to die i wrote a suicide note and intended to end my life that nite i was at school but they gave it to the cop i got sent to halifax forfor almost a week they helped me and sent me home but something was missing something still wasent there i wasent all i could be i needed something to fill that emptyness this summer i got sent to a camp where i got rededicated and turned my life around i got the holy ghost i got mu joy back and i feel better than ever isint god great i havent felt this good in so long i started reading my bible and learned that god loves me he died for me he does have a place for me and he broke me down and showed me all the wonderfull things he has done for me how much he loves me and if hadent died for me i would spend eternity in hell but he also showed that there is something called free will therefor its my choice to serve hi its mu choice wether i choose to go to hell or hevan have joy and happyness or be angry and depressed i choose to follow him and as i grow i plan to tell people about god and glory and how great he is and how much better life can be thank you for your time and i hope i havent made you bored lol have a great day and god bless you
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I'm so glad things got turned back around. As i read this, i could relate, I totally know how you feel. when i was little, the only person i trusted or felt like loved me was my grandma and then she passed away. I hated GOD, i didn't understand why he would take the only person I had, then i met my bestfriend in 3rd and after my grandma passed away,i became suicidal, i began to cuss and drank and i was only young but then i met my bestfriend's papaw, a mighty man of GOD, and he began to try to talk to me, and he began teach me about GOD, and i kept telling myself that GOD was what i needed in my life, he was the only person that could mend my broken heart. But then GOD took him away too and i had a hard time understanding that GOD is great. At his funeral i realized that i needed GOD no matter what and he always has a plan. GOD IS ALMIGHTY and I'll praise him in the storm!!!
GOD BLESS YOU!